Kisses…
Part Passionate Kisser |
![]() For you, kissing is about all about following your urges |
Part Expert Kisser |
![]() You’re a kissing pro, but it’s all about quality and not quantity |
Part Passionate Kisser |
![]() For you, kissing is about all about following your urges |
Part Expert Kisser |
![]() You’re a kissing pro, but it’s all about quality and not quantity |
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Okay, I just popped in to read your blog and I find a post where you rant about killing yourself followed by several posts that appear to prove that you have found every “time-killer” on the web. As my churc pastor used to say, “What the fuck!?”
Are you seriously in the depression pit or just being melodramatic?
Comment by Booray — September 1, 2005 @ 8:32 pm
What church do you go to? If your church pastor said, “What the fuck!?” You got one cool relaxed church pastor. I got my Bishop to say ass but I think he was on his knees repenting soon after. Heh.
Yes, I did find some “time killers.” I was just killing time. I like to surf around. When I’m upset like that I either sleep or waste my time on the computer until my mood passes and I begin to climb out of the fog. I just find distractions until I am at a better emotional state, so I don’t do anything stupid.
I’ve been diagnosed as a manic depressive. I don’t think I’m a severe one, but I do suffer from it.I don’t take meds, but I’m seriously thinking about beginning to retake them. I stopped while I was prego and nursing. Once I’m done nursing I’ll maybe start on them again. I’m trying to figure out how many days I stay in a low state and how long I stay in a high state. I’m also hoping I don’t have to go on them as well.
When I wrote that I was seriously depressed. I’ve been feeling miserable since Monday and it just got really bad yesterday. I wrote down what I was thinking so I could sort through my feelings and thoughts. It helps me. I should have marked it private. No one sees this part of me. They usually see me when I’m on my high. I only show myself to people when I’m on an up swing. Friends here think I’m crazy, they just don’t realize how crazy I am.
I only have one person who knows me really well that may read my blog, other than that it’s complete strangers or people I don’t know well.My blog is here for me to vent and rant. You’ve just come along for the ride. If you don’t like what you read move on and ignore it. This is my place where I feel I can put things that may freak people out if they knew. So buckle up and get ready for a crazy rollercoaster ride or leave and get in line at the merry-go-round.
Comment by blackberriesgirl — September 1, 2005 @ 10:27 pm
Right on Jo, that’s my girl, I’ve been on this ride a long time and I have yet to throw up! Then again, look at my own life and you’ll know why…
Comment by Seca — September 3, 2005 @ 12:59 am