Blah.
That’s how I feel right now. I hate my life and the way it turned out. I hate the constant whine of the kids. I hate being stuck at home. I hate being a mother and a housewife. I feel like I don’t have a purpose on this sordid planet. Raising kids is not a good enough purpose for me. It’s a taxing, monotonous, contrived waste of my time and energy. I’m just a breeding milking cow. I suck at being a mom and a housewife. I’m not good at anything and am a waste of space on this pathetic plane of existence. I just can’t handle this pathetic, morbid, dull and unfulfilling life that I lead. I hate the very bane of existence in which this horrid body inhabits. I hate living here. I have found no joy in my life and the drudgery is at times unbearable. I hate life right now. How can I know where to go or which path to go down, when I myself don’t even know. I’m wandering around in circles. Lost and raging against the very thing I thought would be so wonderful. Blah. Life sucks.
I know exactly how you feel. I think your life sucks too…
:)
Comment by Booray — November 16, 2005 @ 11:41 pm
you are such a wuss. now get back in the kitchen and make me some pie!
Comment by superkain — November 21, 2005 @ 7:04 am
LOL… you guys are so funny! Thanks.
Comment by blackberriesgirl — November 21, 2005 @ 7:14 am