The journey between here and there

Ryan has been gone for 15 days this month for training in Winnipeg, Ohio and Red Deer. It has been really nice just to do my own thing and run the house however I want. I LOVE being by myself. I thought I would have a hard time with it, with the 5 kids and all, but nope. I’m having a BLAST!

I sleep right in the middle of the bed and stretch out. I sleep so much better, I never get woken up in the middle of the night, I love having the bed to myself.

I keep trying to convince him that we should have separate rooms and just get together for conjugal visits every night then I can go back to my own bed. He doesn’t like the idea, but I think it’s freakin’ brilliant!

I didn’t even miss him and didn’t even care if he called. Is that bad? Hmm…. maybe. I just went on with life. Everything was so smooth. I wasn’t as stressed out or upset. I had the kids to bed by 7:00 or 7:30pm every night. It was just so relaxing. He house was tidy, everyone did their chores. It was wonderful!

When he would come back he would ask if I missed him… “Nope…. sorry. I like being by myself.” He would get this hurt puppy dog eyes and make me feel just a smidge bad, but not a lot… I was just telling him the truth.

“When are you going away again?” I ask.
“End of November.”
“I’ll make sure all your laundry is done so you can pack.” I smile. “Have fun!”
“I’m going to miss you. I hate being away.”
“Shut up! You’re lucky you get to go away for awhile. I’d be off exploring, seeing and doing. I WISH I could leave!” I reply.
He’s such a homebody. He hates having to leave the house. Weird!

Every time he leaves he looks around as I’m busy tidying up.
“Why is it that every time I leave you clean the house from top to bottom?” he asks.
*sigh* “Look, I’m trying to make it look good for when my sexception arrives. Now get the hell out! He’s gonna be here in a couple hours.” I say grinning mischievously.
“Who’s that?” he asks his eye brows wrinkle and he eyes me suspiciously.
“Tom Welling! Remember? Now I love you. Be good. Goodbye.” I laugh and say as I push him out the door.

The door closes and I breath a sigh of relief… Now if I could only cast some sort of spell on Tom to have him magically appear at my doorstep, I’d be oh so happy. If only….

Lawd almighty this pic is just so HOT. Just makes me want to run over, rip his clothes off and do naughty things to him. Mmmmm…