I’m playing with fire again…
For some reason I just always have to bring chaos into my life… I just don’t know why. I think it’s cuz I get bored. I like drama. I like the intensity. I like the extremes. I feel like a cat just swishing my tail, waiting to pounce with a mischievious glint in my eye, just waiting impatiently.
I’m always wanting more. I’m insatiable. I always want what I can’t have. When something is too easy for me I get bored. I like change. I like variety. I’m so curious about so many things. Curiosity killed the cat.
I’ve just got a lot of energy pulsing through me right now. I don’t know why… Maybe it’s cuz I’ve eaten for the first time today…. it’s 7pm. I drink a lot of water and juice during the day. I just don’t have time to eat. Too busy.
Friday I’ll be playing with fire…. trying to see how close I can get without getting bured. Fire is not good, but I can’t resist. It’s intoxicating, hypnotizing and challenging. I always like a challenge.