How do I break free?
Looking back on old journals I’ve come to realize that I’ve never loved him. I’ve always been mad, angry and upset at him over something. Friends warned me. Why didn’t I listen? Why can’t I see what’s right in my face? 3 years of dating and I wasn’t happy with him. I was not happy during the 3 years and I was always in turmoil. I was always bored with him. I tried to leave. Almost got out. Almost.
Here I am. 14 years later. Still trying to figure a way out.