I’m feeling frazzled….
It’s time for another holiday me thinks. I’m starting to unwind and lose it. I can feel myself falling apart and reeling at all these expectations of being pulled into so many directions. Work, kids school, home, kids, church. It really is exhausting. How I have enough energy is just beyond me. I need to learn the word, “no.”
I’m feeling really overwhelmed because I just finished an executive meeting with my VP, Treasurer and Secretary and I really didn’t feel like we accomplished a lot. I just left thinking…. did we even make any decisions? Things that I wanted decisions on were not decided on. Things were left in limbo…
I hate limbo. I hate the waiting. I hate not knowing. It drives me nuts. I really go squirrelly cuz I want to know something, but then not have the information to make an informed decision or not coming to a concrete decision is really frustrating.
It is coming up to the end of October… getting closer to Christmas and December. The more it gets closer to December the nuttier I get cuz I hate Christmas so much. Although this year I hope it will be different, but I’m sure it will be filled with disappointment as always.